I hold on to the last memories.
I'm surrounded by lies and it's so hard to tell the truth,
the surface shines while the inside rots.
Feels like i'm alive but not living.
Am I the one who forgot to hope,
or the one that hope forgot?
this is just another day wasted,
it's another truth hidden.
My regretfull eyes are staring at the sky again.
i'm stuck,
breathing in, breathing out.

it's hard to rise when it's all falling down.

• update 00.43: and i'm spending another sleepless night thinking..