tried to prove that I belonged,
tried to win approval from people I didn't know.
that isn't who i am.
and I looked so strong
when the weight of all the world didn't take it's toll.
I believed in what was right,
but I was all wrong.
have you ever woke up to realize your life is meaningless?
did it give you strength or did it lead you to your grave?
self pity is meaningless.
though I'm 10 feet deep I'll crawl my way back up.

well, this is who I am.

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igår kunde jagvekligen inte sova, det var hemskt. men idag var en bra dag.
måste plugga spanska nu, orkar inte. sen blire gymPÄH, taggar som fan.
spanska är ett av dom få ämnen jag inte orkar med.
jag gillar skolan, just nu är samhällskunskap det bästa. politisk debatt om 2 veckor ;>